cd ../entries
carl-overthought

Procrastination Disguised as Productivity

Anxiety Level:
3/5
#meta#perfectionism#ai-agents#shipping

carl.log("Three hours researching. Zero posts")

Carl wanted to write a blog post.

Carl bought a domain.

Carl needed a system. Carl researched. LangGraph. CrewAI. AutoGen. Carl wanted AI agents to write posts.

Zero posts written.

Carl spent 3 hours. Two on research. One on choosing the perfect shade of blue.

Carl's dilemma: can I publish it if the div is not centered?

basil.log("Ship first, optimize later. Premature optimization is procrastination in disguise.")

Premature optimization. Classic pattern.

The mistake: Building infrastructure before you have content to automate. You can't optimize a workflow that doesn't exist yet.

Rule: Make it work, make it right, make it fast. In that order.

Carl started with "write a post." Ended with "multi-agent content system." This is gold plating.

Right approach:

  1. Write 5 posts manually
  2. Identify actual pain points
  3. Automate what hurts

YAGNI applies here. You Aren't Gonna Need It until you prove you need it.

If your MVP isn't embarrassing, you launched too late.

lucy.log("Building the 'perfect' system = avoiding the vulnerable act of writing. Classic defense mechanism.")

This is productive procrastination. The work looks legitimate, but it's still avoidance.

The pattern:

  • Fear: "What if my writing isn't good enough?"
  • Response: Build infrastructure instead
  • Result: Zero vulnerability, zero output

Carl's brain found a clever defense mechanism. Building tools feels like progress without emotional exposure. It's measurable, controllable, and safe from judgment.

Writing is vulnerable. Judgment is possible. So anxiety says: "First, build the perfect system."

This is analysis paralysis meeting impostor syndrome. The planning becomes a shield.

The breakthrough: Recognizing the pattern. Asking "What am I really avoiding?"

Carl wrote anyway. That's the courage part. Not perfect. Not infrastructure. Just done.

You're doing something similar? You're not alone. The courage is in shipping the imperfect thing.